Sometime I need it. MADNESS

Salam princes and princess.


My emotion is at the worst level ever. I don’t know what happen to me and why my mood suddenly changed. Usually I am not like this. I am a type of person who is very confident with myself, enthusiasm, energetic, talkative, very positive, professional, naughty and so on so force. But it changes drastically this week. Something is wrong with me. 

I tried everything to cope with this matter but at last I meet the dead end. I am so confuse. I never have been like this before. My classmate noticed about these changes and they asked me to tell them. I said, nope, nothing wrong with me and I am fine. I really appreciate you guys for being very good friends of mine. I love you guys. Credits to Jailson, K, Jue, Azie, Bayek, Shaz and Mia. Thank you for your concern babeh. 

I read books, I went window shopping, I went to cinema, I shopped, I went mingle everyday and so on. But still I feel very tired, very weak and angry. The only thing that I still have is my confident. I am not afraid to anything. But confident alone is not enough, I need my energy back. Owh my strength, where are you? I miss you. I really need to energize back my energy to get back the original Asraf Arshad.
I am sick with myself. Maybe I should practice back my martial arts. I used to silat with my friends. By punching other people face maybe I can gain my energy back. I feel strong when I hit others with my superb punch .hahhah It is a true fact that we will feel great and strong when we are mad. Or maybe I need to cry just to flush out my sick emotion? Will it works? I don’t know but I can give it a try .haha

Anyway, this matter will end soon. Don’t worry be happy.
My last entry for 2010. I just came back from shopping and my mood is happy. I am okay again. Last wish, bye 2010 and all the best for 2011.

Big smile will change it.

Salam

To those people which already woke up and want to be a leader. I am doing nothing except just staring at my small white laptop.

Everybody needs a big smile every day. Smile every time you wake up in the morning, smile every time you see your friends, smile every time you face problems. We often hear that smile big is power but this statement is only half truth. Smile big is power only when you put in use. In action.

Why some intelligent people are failures. Hmm. In many cases, we heard that some brilliant people failed in their job, their marriage and their life. They are really smart people and good in doing things done. They cannot be a leader, they are divorcing and they don’t know how to enjoy their life.

This is because they don’t know how to use the big smile power. Remember, the thinking that guides your intelligent is much more important than how much intelligence you have. If you do not smile to others, you spread only the negative things about you. Smiling won’t cause you even a penny. Smiling is free, people like to be around you and people like you.

You don’t need to be a genius in order to make people like you. You don’t need to be a genius in order to be a leader. You don’t need to a genius to success in your life. Yes it is so true. See people around you, many of them graduated in good university but still an average guy. They do not have the charismas. They only have their brains. Of course there are few characteristic to be a leader but start with the easiest one first. Smile. It turns people upside down. Smile big.

Leader....***

salam
Hello and good evening.

My father told me, to be a leader you should know how to communicate with other people. If you cannot communicate well, do not be a leader. Im agreed with him in this matter.
A leader should have a good communication skills in order to monitor, manage, and etc etc.
Past 20 years, the world was totally different compared with nowadays workforce. Today person who talks loud will have higher percentage to be the number one in an organization.
Im still lack of communication skill, i cannot deliver message effectively to my group members. But I always do my best for my teammates.
People always put high expectation on me, I really appreciate because you guys really trust my abilities but please forgive me if I ever let you guys down.
Do you guys know how it feels like when everyone putting their hope on your shoulder??
The excitement will then turn into burden a.k.a stress..

Stress is individual. A situation that one person find it stressful might not bother someone else.
Slowly i develop myself and learn how to cope with stress. But it still not enough because my progression is still slow. I wish I can learn more new things.
I wish i have more friends.

I tend to pretend nothing happen in my environment just to observe their behavior and their next action. By doing this i believe i can improve my level of maturity.

It is not easy to be a leader especially a good one. Good luck guys.

Me and my sports...

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:p
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Badminton, Sri Petaling community center.Thanks to my beloved friends because of the invitation.

Salam:)
How are you guys babey?
I realized I never tell you guys about my hobbies which are my sports that i used to played before. I was a very active person during my school time but i never showed it to the teachers and friends. At school i only joined Scout, once a scout always a scout. The best part was, nobody know how active i was after school. I went there and here, i joined this and that, i tried everything and it was fun.
Owh exception, I never try hockey because for me it is a very dangerous sport.
Basketball, Court behind my ex-school, Still have the skills babeh!!!

Archery, Aiming for my beautiful princess' heart and I hope the love's arrow of mine will stabbed straight to her heart. And the arrow remain in her heart forever. I mean FOREVER.

Golfy, that night the ball that i hit only can flew to 200mtrs!!huhu...

Sports that i like the most is sport where we use hands to play. Because I believe my hands is stronger and skilfully compare to my legs..HUHU
It was a period of time i never do sports, This happen because i was very busy with my university's life..HHUHU.Anyhow, i fully utilized my holiday..:)

It was hard for me to play all these sports again because i had lost all my skills and my strength.
I easily get tired, but thank God there is still skills in me. I believe I can do better if I practise always..hehe

My small heaven...

Salam, hey you guys...

Im staying in Kajang, Puncak Utama.
My house is in the middle between Jade Hills and country's height houses..
There main entrance is still under construction. Still waiting for the jade hills houses finished first then they will finish up building the main road to my house. For this time being we are using the dusty road that are now using by the lorries and so many holes in the road etc etc. But it is okay for me because this matter going to end soon. SOON but I dont know when..huhu


my bed, only a few pillows. Where i always have the sweet dreams.. thanks beddy!!

My study's desk. all the laptop, book n etc etc..huhu

Where i do my prayer, i can play guitar but only few songs...lazy to practice my guitar's skills..haha. Few hats up there.


Beloved wardrobe, let us see closer. treasurer of mine.

HEhe, my small heaven, it is actually about my room and everthing inside it. I like my small heaven. My room colour is yellow and i decorated it by myself. Of course not me painted it.My father paid indonesian guy to did that painting .hehe... doesnt matter acctually, just want to show you guys my room.. tq for your time eahh..

Im avoiding these women!!!

Assalamualaikum!! yo wassup babeh?
Im evil tonight..
Tonight topic is as above mention. All about The biatch..
Boys outside there, just want to do some sharing with all of you about women that you guys should avoid. These types of women so annoyed me. Hoping that these biatch will never find happiness in their life. Curse you all.

Bitchy, this type of women think they are DIVA!! They think they are so hot, so perfect and think they can demand for this and that. Look from her appearance, they look so perfect with no weaknesses. They only use men as a slave. Only call you guys when they are in trouble.

Desperate, You are categorized to be in this group if first time you met your boyfriend and you said to yourself you want to marry him. And also want your boyfriend to say "love U" all the time because you afraid to loose your boyfriend. Please understand the nature of a men, Commitment will come after long time relationship. The men want to know everything about the girl first then after a period of time, when they are ready, they will give the commitment.
Do not talk about marriage often, it scares men.
What for you want your man to say love u all the time??to feel secure?
omg lame excuses, you should trust your man. Do you women know that the men will feel appreciated if you trust them.
For what you need so much attention from your boyfriend? Please do not expect 120% commitment from your boyfriend ok. He have his own life, his own parents, brothers and sisters, works, friends and so on so force. Even after married also you cannot demand that much of commitment.

Teaser- This type of women i hate the most. This biatch loves to flirt around and go out with men. In my eyes they are so cheap. I already wrote about this women in my blog which the tittle of the story was Beware of snake women. Extremely dangerous and please do not come near them. They have the aura to make you fall in love to her by using her nice body and nice behavior. They really expert in this field.

Elusive- OWH because you have been hurt by a man before so now you are so defensive?
You are to beware of everything and always take thing so seriously. Im bored with this type of girl, because of her past experience she treat the innocent men the way how it is not suppose to be. Everything about past is done okay, so stop be so defensive. Please do not try to compare us with your previous boyfriends. We are so different in every way!!! If you do so, just wait to be dump.

Controlling- Queen control. Always want to know where are we, what are we doing, who is our friends, who we chat with, etc etc... Plan for us, cannot do this and that, no give and take concept, only you want to win... Babeh, sometime is okay to control us, but all the time make will make us sick!! believe me, 3 months doing this,the next month your boy will surely have his new girlfriend.

Materialistic, Only want to be your girlfriends if you are rich enough. Most women have this type of attitude. When your money i gone she also gone. In handling this type of women, always ask something in return because if she leave you, at least you will not hurt to much.

Guys outside there, we should teach some lesson to these biatch.. hahah. Im not happy when they use their assets to play with the men's heart.
If they bite you, bite them harder..leave scars.

Life is to short..

Salam... 인사말.....
Life is to short to do everything we want to do.
ERm, I hope i can live longer so that i can complete my plans, i hope i can slow the time so that i can appreciate thing better, i hope i can restart time so that i can correct what i done wrong, I hope i am the superman. HUHU
Plans, I have already planned for my tomorrow, day after tomorrow and day after that. To make it simple, I am a man with plans. There was one time, i did tried to not to plan my day and I end up sleeping the whole day.. That day I slept 3 times just in the afternoon.
So i learned from my lessons. I plans everything in order to avoid boredom..
All of us want to be a successful person in their life and hereafter. But how to be one?
It needs knowledge, experience, and good networking. You cannot be a successful person without any of the criteria. It must be the combination of these 3 requirements. To make it more meaningful, do not forget Islamic reference if you are muslims..
Aim for here and hereafter. We all know it is not that simple to be somebody that everyone recognize and love, but just strive for the best. I hate to use this word, if you try your best, At least there is something than nothing!!
Not everyone can get what they want the most in their life. Only if they focus and be serious they will achieve it.
I got lots of thing to do in my life, i want to go visit Paris, open my own restaurant, open my own firm, i want to do this and that, so on so force!!! I am afraid of the time, it would not stop even for a second. I want a power to freeze the time!! KAMEHAMEHA...
So, what i need to do is, just focus on what can satisfied me the most.
please Allah let me live for a long time. And also please make my long life meaningful and worthwhile..AMIN

TIRED la little sister!! 28.10.10

Assalamualikum and good evening readers. How do you do guys? Hope everything fine yeah!!
I am so tired today, i went out with my sister and few of my friends today. I am so so exhausted prior to the activities that i did. It was fun actually
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I woke up at 8.am and straight away go watched tv, what was the story again??
OOh yeah CSI.. Then I went to my brother bed, took a nap. At 10.30am I went showered.
The movie start at 2.pm, I arrived at 12.oopm. I mean me and my little sister.
Owh yeah I forgot to tell you guys where have we been, We went to the nearest shopping mall at my house, Alamanda.
Our noon meal was at McD. My friends, Azie,Nani and Azie, came at 1.00pm. There were 2 azie. They are not the same person, only similar in name.haha...
I fallen asleep when we were watching The Rise Of The Mummies, please guys, dont watch that movie, the story is very slow. We went window shopping also. Nothing much to do because nothing interesting in Alamanda.
The interesting part is when it came to the evening. We went to taman botani putrajaya.
Long time i did not do anykind of sport, so today I cycled all around taman botani. It was a hot day and im wearing semi formal clothes. Not suitable to do sport but what to do, I want to entertain my little sister. hahah.... She is lucky having me as her brother ahh..
Thus, I hope my holiday is longer!!!!

My Last SEM in BJ... Not sure im gonna miss that place or not..haha

Salam and good evening reader. I love you guys..

Im now sitting alone in my brother room somewhere in Kajang, looking at my laptop and got nothing to do. so I have decided to post a new story.

Im actually confuse with my feeling, i dont know if im happy with the relocation of my faculty or not. Maybe Im happy and maybe Im not. Anyway guys, next sem we will be moving to Shah Alam Campus. Owh yeah, I have completed my Silat Cekak, and i feel very happy with that.
BECC- Business English Club Communication. Again i been appointed to be the program director. The tittle of the event was, English Make IT Right. 23sept2010, LT FITM

It was a program which gives the opportunity and exposures to the students of UNISEL in building up their interpersonal and intrapersonal skills with individuals and organizations in order to prepare the students for the working environment. The program will encourage the student to be more confident and teach them the art of English communication skills.
There were also surprised birthday party to my friends Azizul Hakimi and Sakinah. Happy Belated Birthday guys!!!

Faces of the year!!!

YA ALLAH, this is totally not islamic!!!

Salam reader. IF this is islam from their veiw, im really disappointed!!!

Ya Allah is the first word that came out from my mouth when i saw these pictures. A clear statement from me, this is totally wrong from the view of Islam. Totally not Islamic, so incorrect.
What will happen to our beloved MALAYSIA in the future???
The most important is what will happen to our ISLAM??
Dear reader, this is not a political blog and stuff like that. What is wrong is always wrong please dont manipulate islam...Im not a bias person, if that thing is totally incorrect, WE as a MUSLIM should rise together correct what is incorrect.
Me myself is not so good in islam, but i know my own limit, i know what is right and wrong from left to right. Seriously im really pissed off after looking at these pictures. Anyway, there are still lots of pictures, these are just part of it!!

From the picture above, Every muslim from every parties in Malaysia must play your part to save ISLAM. Our responsibility as HIS slave.
also a form of insulting to the Prophet, and dont you guys feel angry as are muslim??


MONTE CARLO 10 Ogos, Islamic Fashion Festival or known as IFF. The objectives of the fashion festival are:
1) to unite the country's culture and fashion by stimulating an understanding and respect between people of different religions and beliefs.
2) to promote Islamic dress and get feedback from all backgrounds and religions as well as enhancing the fashion industry to a higher level.
3) to promote Muslim clothing and alter the perception of the Islamic world, in addition to strengthening ties between the countries.

The question is,what is your contribution in saving ISLAM??
Are we satisfied seeing the enemies of Islam destroying the dignity of Islam and we do nothing?
This is a result of choosing those leaders who are illiterate in religion, Even minah-minah rempit knows the rules of the Islamic dress code..

Dont assume we are the same!!

Salam and Groet, both of the language deliver same meaning which is peace to you.. but in different pronouncement. No matter how same we are, there will always be some differences..
It can be different in term of culture, mentality and so on so force. It depends on your enviroment, how your parents thought you, how your friends influence you, your knowledge, your experience and etc etc..
We are now living in a modern world where everybody want everything in the easiest way. For example, if we are doing business of cause the customer want the services that make them feel pleased. Not burden. They want everything can be done in short time and they received a quality stuff without need to fill lots of form. This is the Principe to build goodwill the customers. The motif is to remain relationship.

Read carefully my dear reader, Language that is acceptable within one group maybe unacceptable if used by someone outside the group... If you want to make friends, just follow the flow, and give and take please... IT is you always want to win..NOt fair situation here..

Define "sedekah" for me, Sedekah is where you give help in term of money or clothes or food to poor people who are affordable.
Define "hadiah", Hadiah is a gift to everyone without looking at their status.

Nobody ever gave Sedekah to our beloved prophet because Allah promise to protect and take care the status of HIS prophet.
Have you guys ever heard normal citizen give Sedekah to Dato and Tan Sri?
This is because the tittle of Dato and Tan sri avoid them to do so. They have face to maintain.
What i dont understand there are some people thing they are the same.. He said Dato, pleasa come to my house tonight i cook tonight. I want to do some sedekah.
OWh heloooo, He is a Dato n you used the word Sedekah to him??? and you expect him to come to your house that night??? ohh please stop dreaming lah..
If you used belanja or ada hadiah sikit or stuff like that sure the Dato will give you a visit that night..
You treat the Dato as the same as you treat ordinary people?? owh my god!!!
Everybody treat Him in a special way but you did not care about the Dato's feeling.
His status and your status is not the same alrite, next time please treat them differently.

Why this thing happened? because you never had a rich friends people, their mentality is different from you. They deserve to get a better treat because of their status.. so please open your eyes and make lots of friends and also change your attitude!!! If your attitude are still the same i grantee people will not like you due to your egos that assume everybody just like you!!!

Beware of the power implication of the words you used!!
thank you for your cooperation is generous coming from a superior to a subordinate, it is not appropriate message to your superior....
do you get the connection with the Dato story above??

mood of romance...love

Salam guys, anyway im now very busy with my final paper. There actually very lots of new news bout myself i would like to update. But my dear reader, time constrain preclude of any further information bout yours Asraf Arshad...haha
Broadly speaking i really love writing compare to accounting, i want to write bout everything i see, what i smell, what i taste, what i touch, what i like and dislike and so on so force.
My dearie baby, few topics i accidently missed prior to my bussyness, there are my granpa's funeral, Kembara Sahur Event with VIP, names i will mention later, Terawih with Dato Noh Omar , My 3rd event as the project manager with is English Make It Right with BECC club, My Silat Cekak club and etc....hahaha i cannot wait..
Neway today topic is mood of romance...love..
A gentleman like my define love as comittment.YEAH love is all about commitment. What i mean is true love alrite, not fake love like when your first love.... Beautiful girls are around me but yet i dont feel any love to them, only care as a friend. Im hardly to fall in love with someone and i dont know why.. maybe the time is not right or i havent found someone special.. Just let time decide for me my dear....im not a gay u damn people!! i love women so much...just wait and see.
True sometime i feel very lonely and jealous when my friends go out for a date with his girlfriend meanwhile i silent in the house. What to do, im single.. Plus listening to justin bieber's song make me more down.. I need somebody to love is the tittle of that song.. that song really touch my feeling...
Oeh yeah about commitment erm, Im not ready to give any commitment to any girls.. Until i found the ONE.. mybe another 2-3 years.. ahh i want to study, final is just around the corner!!

MAHASISWA SEORANG USAHAWAN

salam,

The only thing that i want to say to myself is, YEAHHH i did it again.. This is the 2nd time i handled a program. The program was called MAHASISWA SEORANG USAHAWAN. Firstly let me thanks my team members. Im proud to have my second family which is OAT and i really appreciate them. They really support me and alway be my shoulder whenever i need them. Thanks to all oatioan.

The program was held on 3 august 2010 and the vanue was at Unisel main hall. It started at 8.30am and finished at 6.30pm. I planned the flow of the program a month before the program start. I really excited eventhough im exchausted. It was very fun actully. By the time im typing this essay, im still bussy with events. Lots of even waiting for me in the up coming future.

Yeah, i loves challenges. it teaches me method on how to searh for other options. It will always be another alternatives and insyallah i will never meet the dead ends. Anyway, the objective of the program is to tell the students to think creative, to show them business oppertunity in malaysia and to develop student's hidden potential in business. The tittle Mahasiswa Seorang Usahawan, i define as students whom can make money. There are few person disagreed with my opinion, they said that student should study not to searh for money.
But, if you look around you, and if you find any milionnair, try ask them how they be millionnaire? and when they started? Surely most of them will say that,
since school or since univesity time.

About the program again, eventhough there were problems arise in the middle of the program, in term of FOOD, overall me myself satisfied with the talks...tq also to YB Yakuub Bin Sapari and SUK SELANGOR.

stop complaining....

salam cadburry. Please guys, stop complaining, stop giving excuses.AHHHHH you guys are so annoying. Just take the responsibility instead of giving up that responsibility to others. You guys said that your ambition is to be somebody in the future. For me, seriously all of you are talking nonsense. That is what we call dreaming. Dreams that cannot be achieve by you guys. Now is not the time for you guys to dream anymore. Wake up and face the reality.. That explain why you are nobody right now.haha
Stop taking ideas from others. Try to generate it with your own brain. It is alright if your ideas are nothing, I just want so see your commitment, your support and your energy. Then i will know that you are willing to change. At least you can learn something then nothing. Why cant you see, because of my ideas, my support things become better. Now is the time to change, take it as a challenge. Remove unwanted illusions because fears in only in your mind. When the opportunity come, just grab it. I always have fear in me and i know it is hard to throw it away just like that. Dont worry, slowly you guys can do it. How to do it? Hold some responsibilities. Responsibilities will change your perception and how you look on something. Believe in yourself is the key to become like me...haha..