Saturday, October 9, 2010

mood of

Salam guys, anyway im now very busy with my final paper. There actually very lots of new news bout myself i would like to update. But my dear reader, time constrain preclude of any further information bout yours Asraf Arshad...haha
Broadly speaking i really love writing compare to accounting, i want to write bout everything i see, what i smell, what i taste, what i touch, what i like and dislike and so on so force.
My dearie baby, few topics i accidently missed prior to my bussyness, there are my granpa's funeral, Kembara Sahur Event with VIP, names i will mention later, Terawih with Dato Noh Omar , My 3rd event as the project manager with is English Make It Right with BECC club, My Silat Cekak club and etc....hahaha i cannot wait..
Neway today topic is mood of
A gentleman like my define love as comittment.YEAH love is all about commitment. What i mean is true love alrite, not fake love like when your first love.... Beautiful girls are around me but yet i dont feel any love to them, only care as a friend. Im hardly to fall in love with someone and i dont know why.. maybe the time is not right or i havent found someone special.. Just let time decide for me my not a gay u damn people!! i love women so much...just wait and see.
True sometime i feel very lonely and jealous when my friends go out for a date with his girlfriend meanwhile i silent in the house. What to do, im single.. Plus listening to justin bieber's song make me more down.. I need somebody to love is the tittle of that song.. that song really touch my feeling...
Oeh yeah about commitment erm, Im not ready to give any commitment to any girls.. Until i found the ONE.. mybe another 2-3 years.. ahh i want to study, final is just around the corner!!


  1. very busy guy = asraf arshad
    haha. love is indeed about commitment so if you think that you cant commit then stay just the way you are. and love yourself enough before you try to love someone else :)

    anyway, good luck for your finals =)

  2. alrite pricess nadia..
    i do love myself very much, but i want to have the feeling of loving someone else more thn i love myself..
    i want to protect somebody, i want to do the texting every day, that are the feeling i had lost..

  3. sweet :)
    you'll be ready to commit once you found the one.

    here's something for you:

    When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see the essence of the person and not the shell. That's why you can't fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it, yo...u can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart.

    so true right?

  4. i got it NJ...haha im still confuse with myself, still dont know whether it is love or just a crush on someone.
    frankly speaking my dear NJ, the shell is also important to me, i did tried not to look at the shell but the result was a negative. I failed to do so...
    Princess, im not aiming for a perfect girl, what i want is, my girl is better than average.. mybe 7 out of 10..hehe

    No doubt that the inner beauty is also important but that is natural, the appearance will attract you first then the behavior.

  5. I dont know. I dont wanna argue with you so up to you laa okay. Go find your 7/10. Best of luck. hehe