Sometime I need it. MADNESS

Salam princes and princess.


My emotion is at the worst level ever. I don’t know what happen to me and why my mood suddenly changed. Usually I am not like this. I am a type of person who is very confident with myself, enthusiasm, energetic, talkative, very positive, professional, naughty and so on so force. But it changes drastically this week. Something is wrong with me. 

I tried everything to cope with this matter but at last I meet the dead end. I am so confuse. I never have been like this before. My classmate noticed about these changes and they asked me to tell them. I said, nope, nothing wrong with me and I am fine. I really appreciate you guys for being very good friends of mine. I love you guys. Credits to Jailson, K, Jue, Azie, Bayek, Shaz and Mia. Thank you for your concern babeh. 

I read books, I went window shopping, I went to cinema, I shopped, I went mingle everyday and so on. But still I feel very tired, very weak and angry. The only thing that I still have is my confident. I am not afraid to anything. But confident alone is not enough, I need my energy back. Owh my strength, where are you? I miss you. I really need to energize back my energy to get back the original Asraf Arshad.
I am sick with myself. Maybe I should practice back my martial arts. I used to silat with my friends. By punching other people face maybe I can gain my energy back. I feel strong when I hit others with my superb punch .hahhah It is a true fact that we will feel great and strong when we are mad. Or maybe I need to cry just to flush out my sick emotion? Will it works? I don’t know but I can give it a try .haha

Anyway, this matter will end soon. Don’t worry be happy.
My last entry for 2010. I just came back from shopping and my mood is happy. I am okay again. Last wish, bye 2010 and all the best for 2011.

Big smile will change it.

Salam

To those people which already woke up and want to be a leader. I am doing nothing except just staring at my small white laptop.

Everybody needs a big smile every day. Smile every time you wake up in the morning, smile every time you see your friends, smile every time you face problems. We often hear that smile big is power but this statement is only half truth. Smile big is power only when you put in use. In action.

Why some intelligent people are failures. Hmm. In many cases, we heard that some brilliant people failed in their job, their marriage and their life. They are really smart people and good in doing things done. They cannot be a leader, they are divorcing and they don’t know how to enjoy their life.

This is because they don’t know how to use the big smile power. Remember, the thinking that guides your intelligent is much more important than how much intelligence you have. If you do not smile to others, you spread only the negative things about you. Smiling won’t cause you even a penny. Smiling is free, people like to be around you and people like you.

You don’t need to be a genius in order to make people like you. You don’t need to be a genius in order to be a leader. You don’t need to a genius to success in your life. Yes it is so true. See people around you, many of them graduated in good university but still an average guy. They do not have the charismas. They only have their brains. Of course there are few characteristic to be a leader but start with the easiest one first. Smile. It turns people upside down. Smile big.

Leader....***

salam
Hello and good evening.

My father told me, to be a leader you should know how to communicate with other people. If you cannot communicate well, do not be a leader. Im agreed with him in this matter.
A leader should have a good communication skills in order to monitor, manage, and etc etc.
Past 20 years, the world was totally different compared with nowadays workforce. Today person who talks loud will have higher percentage to be the number one in an organization.
Im still lack of communication skill, i cannot deliver message effectively to my group members. But I always do my best for my teammates.
People always put high expectation on me, I really appreciate because you guys really trust my abilities but please forgive me if I ever let you guys down.
Do you guys know how it feels like when everyone putting their hope on your shoulder??
The excitement will then turn into burden a.k.a stress..

Stress is individual. A situation that one person find it stressful might not bother someone else.
Slowly i develop myself and learn how to cope with stress. But it still not enough because my progression is still slow. I wish I can learn more new things.
I wish i have more friends.

I tend to pretend nothing happen in my environment just to observe their behavior and their next action. By doing this i believe i can improve my level of maturity.

It is not easy to be a leader especially a good one. Good luck guys.

Me and my sports...

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Badminton, Sri Petaling community center.Thanks to my beloved friends because of the invitation.

Salam:)
How are you guys babey?
I realized I never tell you guys about my hobbies which are my sports that i used to played before. I was a very active person during my school time but i never showed it to the teachers and friends. At school i only joined Scout, once a scout always a scout. The best part was, nobody know how active i was after school. I went there and here, i joined this and that, i tried everything and it was fun.
Owh exception, I never try hockey because for me it is a very dangerous sport.
Basketball, Court behind my ex-school, Still have the skills babeh!!!

Archery, Aiming for my beautiful princess' heart and I hope the love's arrow of mine will stabbed straight to her heart. And the arrow remain in her heart forever. I mean FOREVER.

Golfy, that night the ball that i hit only can flew to 200mtrs!!huhu...

Sports that i like the most is sport where we use hands to play. Because I believe my hands is stronger and skilfully compare to my legs..HUHU
It was a period of time i never do sports, This happen because i was very busy with my university's life..HHUHU.Anyhow, i fully utilized my holiday..:)

It was hard for me to play all these sports again because i had lost all my skills and my strength.
I easily get tired, but thank God there is still skills in me. I believe I can do better if I practise always..hehe

My small heaven...

Salam, hey you guys...

Im staying in Kajang, Puncak Utama.
My house is in the middle between Jade Hills and country's height houses..
There main entrance is still under construction. Still waiting for the jade hills houses finished first then they will finish up building the main road to my house. For this time being we are using the dusty road that are now using by the lorries and so many holes in the road etc etc. But it is okay for me because this matter going to end soon. SOON but I dont know when..huhu


my bed, only a few pillows. Where i always have the sweet dreams.. thanks beddy!!

My study's desk. all the laptop, book n etc etc..huhu

Where i do my prayer, i can play guitar but only few songs...lazy to practice my guitar's skills..haha. Few hats up there.


Beloved wardrobe, let us see closer. treasurer of mine.

HEhe, my small heaven, it is actually about my room and everthing inside it. I like my small heaven. My room colour is yellow and i decorated it by myself. Of course not me painted it.My father paid indonesian guy to did that painting .hehe... doesnt matter acctually, just want to show you guys my room.. tq for your time eahh..

Im avoiding these women!!!

Assalamualaikum!! yo wassup babeh?
Im evil tonight..
Tonight topic is as above mention. All about The biatch..
Boys outside there, just want to do some sharing with all of you about women that you guys should avoid. These types of women so annoyed me. Hoping that these biatch will never find happiness in their life. Curse you all.

Bitchy, this type of women think they are DIVA!! They think they are so hot, so perfect and think they can demand for this and that. Look from her appearance, they look so perfect with no weaknesses. They only use men as a slave. Only call you guys when they are in trouble.

Desperate, You are categorized to be in this group if first time you met your boyfriend and you said to yourself you want to marry him. And also want your boyfriend to say "love U" all the time because you afraid to loose your boyfriend. Please understand the nature of a men, Commitment will come after long time relationship. The men want to know everything about the girl first then after a period of time, when they are ready, they will give the commitment.
Do not talk about marriage often, it scares men.
What for you want your man to say love u all the time??to feel secure?
omg lame excuses, you should trust your man. Do you women know that the men will feel appreciated if you trust them.
For what you need so much attention from your boyfriend? Please do not expect 120% commitment from your boyfriend ok. He have his own life, his own parents, brothers and sisters, works, friends and so on so force. Even after married also you cannot demand that much of commitment.

Teaser- This type of women i hate the most. This biatch loves to flirt around and go out with men. In my eyes they are so cheap. I already wrote about this women in my blog which the tittle of the story was Beware of snake women. Extremely dangerous and please do not come near them. They have the aura to make you fall in love to her by using her nice body and nice behavior. They really expert in this field.

Elusive- OWH because you have been hurt by a man before so now you are so defensive?
You are to beware of everything and always take thing so seriously. Im bored with this type of girl, because of her past experience she treat the innocent men the way how it is not suppose to be. Everything about past is done okay, so stop be so defensive. Please do not try to compare us with your previous boyfriends. We are so different in every way!!! If you do so, just wait to be dump.

Controlling- Queen control. Always want to know where are we, what are we doing, who is our friends, who we chat with, etc etc... Plan for us, cannot do this and that, no give and take concept, only you want to win... Babeh, sometime is okay to control us, but all the time make will make us sick!! believe me, 3 months doing this,the next month your boy will surely have his new girlfriend.

Materialistic, Only want to be your girlfriends if you are rich enough. Most women have this type of attitude. When your money i gone she also gone. In handling this type of women, always ask something in return because if she leave you, at least you will not hurt to much.

Guys outside there, we should teach some lesson to these biatch.. hahah. Im not happy when they use their assets to play with the men's heart.
If they bite you, bite them harder..leave scars.

Life is to short..

Salam... 인사말.....
Life is to short to do everything we want to do.
ERm, I hope i can live longer so that i can complete my plans, i hope i can slow the time so that i can appreciate thing better, i hope i can restart time so that i can correct what i done wrong, I hope i am the superman. HUHU
Plans, I have already planned for my tomorrow, day after tomorrow and day after that. To make it simple, I am a man with plans. There was one time, i did tried to not to plan my day and I end up sleeping the whole day.. That day I slept 3 times just in the afternoon.
So i learned from my lessons. I plans everything in order to avoid boredom..
All of us want to be a successful person in their life and hereafter. But how to be one?
It needs knowledge, experience, and good networking. You cannot be a successful person without any of the criteria. It must be the combination of these 3 requirements. To make it more meaningful, do not forget Islamic reference if you are muslims..
Aim for here and hereafter. We all know it is not that simple to be somebody that everyone recognize and love, but just strive for the best. I hate to use this word, if you try your best, At least there is something than nothing!!
Not everyone can get what they want the most in their life. Only if they focus and be serious they will achieve it.
I got lots of thing to do in my life, i want to go visit Paris, open my own restaurant, open my own firm, i want to do this and that, so on so force!!! I am afraid of the time, it would not stop even for a second. I want a power to freeze the time!! KAMEHAMEHA...
So, what i need to do is, just focus on what can satisfied me the most.
please Allah let me live for a long time. And also please make my long life meaningful and worthwhile..AMIN