Sometime I need it. MADNESS

Salam princes and princess.


My emotion is at the worst level ever. I don’t know what happen to me and why my mood suddenly changed. Usually I am not like this. I am a type of person who is very confident with myself, enthusiasm, energetic, talkative, very positive, professional, naughty and so on so force. But it changes drastically this week. Something is wrong with me. 

I tried everything to cope with this matter but at last I meet the dead end. I am so confuse. I never have been like this before. My classmate noticed about these changes and they asked me to tell them. I said, nope, nothing wrong with me and I am fine. I really appreciate you guys for being very good friends of mine. I love you guys. Credits to Jailson, K, Jue, Azie, Bayek, Shaz and Mia. Thank you for your concern babeh. 

I read books, I went window shopping, I went to cinema, I shopped, I went mingle everyday and so on. But still I feel very tired, very weak and angry. The only thing that I still have is my confident. I am not afraid to anything. But confident alone is not enough, I need my energy back. Owh my strength, where are you? I miss you. I really need to energize back my energy to get back the original Asraf Arshad.
I am sick with myself. Maybe I should practice back my martial arts. I used to silat with my friends. By punching other people face maybe I can gain my energy back. I feel strong when I hit others with my superb punch .hahhah It is a true fact that we will feel great and strong when we are mad. Or maybe I need to cry just to flush out my sick emotion? Will it works? I don’t know but I can give it a try .haha

Anyway, this matter will end soon. Don’t worry be happy.
My last entry for 2010. I just came back from shopping and my mood is happy. I am okay again. Last wish, bye 2010 and all the best for 2011.

Big smile will change it.

Salam

To those people which already woke up and want to be a leader. I am doing nothing except just staring at my small white laptop.

Everybody needs a big smile every day. Smile every time you wake up in the morning, smile every time you see your friends, smile every time you face problems. We often hear that smile big is power but this statement is only half truth. Smile big is power only when you put in use. In action.

Why some intelligent people are failures. Hmm. In many cases, we heard that some brilliant people failed in their job, their marriage and their life. They are really smart people and good in doing things done. They cannot be a leader, they are divorcing and they don’t know how to enjoy their life.

This is because they don’t know how to use the big smile power. Remember, the thinking that guides your intelligent is much more important than how much intelligence you have. If you do not smile to others, you spread only the negative things about you. Smiling won’t cause you even a penny. Smiling is free, people like to be around you and people like you.

You don’t need to be a genius in order to make people like you. You don’t need to be a genius in order to be a leader. You don’t need to a genius to success in your life. Yes it is so true. See people around you, many of them graduated in good university but still an average guy. They do not have the charismas. They only have their brains. Of course there are few characteristic to be a leader but start with the easiest one first. Smile. It turns people upside down. Smile big.